- Recently, like two weeks ago, my brother moved out of my house, taken his wife and kids along with him, they left because he had found a better job opportunity in another city, which is fine by me, it all means that I'm back at being alone at home(home alone jokes are not allowed!), by now I'm quite used to the idea, I've been living alone for most of my life since my dad had a weird graveyard shift which kept him at the house only through the afternoons.
I'm not about to cry about being alone at a big and empty home, this is what I've wanted all along, I wanted to fix the house up but due to my brother's little kid I was unable to do shit. It's all different now, I'm starting to shape up the house, should be set in a couple of months.
A thing that I've notice, which I had forgotten, is that, when you're alone and you don't do shit through out most of the day you start to think about stuff, different stuff, stuff about your life, incidents with friends, girls, you start to dwell upon memories that you thought were long gone from your head, but all of a sudden, bang! They're there.
I started to think about different things, good things, things that I did in the past that caused me to giggle or practically laugh out loud, but now, I've run out of good time stories and I've proceeded to the bad times. Just a big wave of emotions.
Anyway, I'm fine now, I'm perfectly at ease with myself, the reason for writing this post was to talk about how things you once discard or thought very little about suddenly are amplified by your mind, at least in my case, I remembered stuff that I did that I thought I had totally gotten over, all of sudden the memories came back, as clear as crystal.
In another topic: Shutter Island, Have you seen it? I did, I'll be writing something about that film in a couple of minutes to kick things off.
pe@ce
Friday, March 19, 2010
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